"i always say i can't, i feel that when i do things it should be within the limits of their likes(people i adore i love) i just end up unsatisfied, hating myself, i always say i don't wanna please other people, they're always displeased, i was really conscious about their wants, adjusting, coping, gasgas na gasgas na ang pagkatao ko sa pag-aadjust, not that i blame anyone, all i want was to make ends meet, to be part of the solution and be happy, enjoying the progress...lately i thought i was losing it, minding everything, pati hindi ko problema pino problema ko, P.I.(talaga)
but one thing that i realized, when it comes to the DIVINE PROVIDENCE kahit gaano ka epal ang problema ko... the ompipotent, omnicient GOD that guided me way out...ESCAPE it will just make the problem BIGGER than myself, CONFRONT,"I did" and everything went RIGHT..."
the prayer i derived from another prayer
dear jesus, mama mary, ST.JUDE (because i consider myself a hopeless case)
"i thank you for all the blessings that you have given me, forgive that at times i hurt others, forgive me that at times i'm being selfish, help me change myself for the better, give me courage, patience and determination to see things more clearly, grant me an open mind to understand what i need to comprehend, grant me courage to accept things that i can change and things that i cannot, and with your loving grace help me become the person you will for me...AMEN"
